In memorial of TBH

One of the single biggest impact events in my life, was that I lost my ex-colleague/comrade/friend Teoh Beng Hock, via political conspiracy. Maybe many of my overseas Malaysian friends don't know why I am still so determined and refuse to give up hope for my homeland... if you had witnessed how your friend died in this way, you will know that in your heart, if you give up just like that without a fight, how can you face yourself everyday? 我会很愧疚，良心过不去（I would be deeply regretted, my conscience keeps coming back to haunt me). Now my friends my comrades have made so much sacrifices for the good causes for better Malaysia, and working hard day & night for making a change a possibility.

We can see some initial results and hopes. Why do people still want to give up hope, while they probably did not contribute or even laying an effort to fight and try to change for better? This actually makes me sad everytime I heard from some of my friends or friend's friend.

Don't my friends my comrades they deserved some credits and some support for all their efforts fighting for the good causes? How can you treat us like that while I know that, passively you would be equally happy or rejoice if we could finally make it? 'cause I know that you still identify (recognize) yourself as a Malaysian, just by how you love the beautiful landscape, the best and tasty food in the world, and the cultural practice that have long embedded in you ever since you were young. For sure I know that you are deeply dissatisfied and disappointed with the current state of our homeland, but please don't give up just yet. Please think of your friends, your family, your relatives, and all the lovely people who are still over there... if you do care about them.

My principle is, if you really want to see something happen, you must make it happen! you need to work for it. There is no free lunch in this world, and no good life without a good fight. Every step you take in your life, you could make a difference, no matter how small it is.

Together we can make a bigger difference, please believe in yourself, you can do it!

P/s: These were my inner feelings and words after that BBQ dinner night discussion about the Future of Malaysia.

Things that I value the most in my life

There are many things that I value the most in my life: my lover, family, friends, my culture identity, my homeland, my life principles. I will not give up easily (not without a good fight)

'I am more persistent than Salmonella infection' =)

If you can't beat them, eat them.

' If you can't beat them, join them' is one of the worst idioms i have ever heard (most likely and widely used by dictators or market monopolies). It does sound like you want to be a big bully instead of show your perseverance in fighting over them.

If you can't beat them, please please, don't join them. You must show the true worth of yourself and stand by your principles.You must trust in your own ability -- right now probably you are in a minority, it doesn't mean the majority is always right!
(people on the web suggested: 'If you can't beat them, eat them!')

善待人，別人亦會善待回你

雖然有個印裔同事在我這研究院並不算是很受歡迎的人物，但是那天當我在老鼠房清理時，會主動開門向我問安，給我她燦爛的笑容，讓我覺得有點受寵若驚，然後覺得很欣慰和深深地認同：善待人，別人亦會善待回你。


（如果有人對你不友善或存有敵意，你要站穩立場和保住你的人格，不要與他們同污合流或以牙還牙詆毀他們）

夢想城堡

我把夢想的城堡建立在遼闊無邊的海洋的岸旁，讓終有一天海歸的我找到一個落腳處和歸屬。
看著夕陽日不落....此刻就是永遠~


P/s:希望我也能把光和热也可以传到海的另一边，给我心爱的宝贝 =)

The bright side of life

Look at the bright side. You just need to cross the bridge to the other side (to reach your destination). Stand there alone won't get you anywhere.

This is a new beginning

When i woke up this morning, I found that this is no more just a dream.
I am glad that we made this finally came true last night =)
This is the beginning of the long journey to endless happiness, hopes and dreams in waiting.
No matter what, I will keep my words... I will fight on in my life, making everything possible for our future.
Me and you, under the spotlight ^^

Start with a simple greeting and a smile =)

Most of the time, Facebook seems like a passive channel to absorb all kinds of information.
You may and could know lots of news spread from there, however that was not because you really wanted to take initiative to know, to care or concern about your friends or family members or loved ones. Slowly people may take for granted, and forget the fact that a friendship/kinship/relationship sometimes needs maybe just as simple as 'hi, how are you?' and a smile to start with. =)

梦与现实

到底是我存有太多的幻想，还是现实是多么的不堪入目我不愿屈服?

正义。努力。超能力

version 1: 我正义，但我没有超能力。

version 2: 我可以努力，但我没有超能力。