理智 vs情感

我的理智和情感好像在踢球。我的理智很厉害，一直进攻射门，但是情感却技高一筹把守着球门的最后一道防线，没有被攻破。

故事的启示是：很多事情理智上其实是知道该要怎么做和如何做得好，可是事实上就是一百个不情愿去做，结果最后什么都没有做到。

尽心尽力。自己的角色

我做人做事，都会尽心尽力。因为我不想后悔我没做好的事情，想要给自己一个交代，不喜欢轻易言败或放弃，想尽可能发挥我的潜质...更重要的是，想要好好体会人生的每个酸甜苦辣的过程，寻找自己的快乐和幸福。

没有尽心尽力，何来明白成功和幸福其实得来不易，何来体会人生的过程和其意义？

我不要只是平凡，我不要只是中庸。我知道我出生在这世界，不只是为了自己而活而已。每个人一定有自己的角色的。我想要我快乐的时候，其他人也因此而快乐（反过来也一样）。

過去。現在。未來。

記得以前我還在小學時，我媽帶我去領取學業獎勵金典禮，當時節目安排有位激勵講師的講座。那位講師講過兩句話我依然記得到如今：“過去不等於現在，現在也不等於未來。如果要改變未來，就要把握現在！”

我的過去已是過去了，我要切記這不會是我的未來，因為我是可以改變結果的。好，就從現在！

Places i would go

Thinking about if i were too stress in my life, i would go to travel alone to places such as Canada, Scotland, and Ireland. I would let the breathtaking nature beauty and wonder fill in the peace of my mind. =)

堅持與放棄

只有尝试过，尽了力，到了最后仍不行也无怨无悔。没有人会轻易地放弃希望和梦想。放弃永远是最后逼不得已的选择。

幸福的那一扇门

我或许现在不能成为你生命中的另一半，但是我还是为你保留幸福的那一扇门。
我们有缘再续~

Bon voyage, ma chérie!

在人生的另一个转弯处等你

没有分手快乐这回事。

曾经辩论过这个题目：拿得起比放得下难。事实上是倒反。 虽然放得下真的很难，我还是要尝试。

记得以前在学记营里，曾学过这句话：我会在人生的另一个转弯处等你。我会把这句话给我最心爱的。

针对反对基因改造蚊子运动

请参考 故事背景

我是读科研的。我认为政府在程序上做得不对。科学研究结果必须接受各专业科学家的检验。我认为，这个反基因蚊运动，必需找几个有学术名望的科学家来支持背书，以科学论证来质疑这计划的可行性。这样才对。我支持或反对，最后都是要看科学辩论结果。更重要的是政府一定要向民众解释清楚，不可以神神秘秘，不清不楚地偷偷释放。

反基因改造蚊子运动的面子书网址

Utusan1Malaysia - 非Utusan非1Malaysia,而是连体怪婴。

给关心政治的马来西亚朋友们，
让我郑重推荐一个facebook Page， 叫 (http://www.facebook.com/pages/Utusan1Malaysia/143151262387319)
这算是我的一个project,这个Page的起源是由于黄进发博士的建议而有所启发的。我做的是网路报章导读，或‘剪报’，把有关<一个大马>的领袖动态和言论定期呈现给大家，主要在嘲讽有时鞭挞但不谩骂，为的是揭穿一些政客的两面人面具和口是心非表里不一的言论。目前，我主要专注在标准巫统的喉舌-Utusan Melayu。

为什么你们应该看呢？
或许你们会很不屑，为什么要读极端的报章？可是会不会也同时感到疑惑和不解，为何有关<马来主权>(Ketuanan Melayu)，土著(bumiputera)和新经济政策(Dasar Baru Ekonomi)精神论述可以在多元种族的大马社会和国度立足，而且还可以得到不少的马来基本盘的坚决支持。难道马来人不会思考国家的未来出路？为何他们还继续吃巫统和Utusan这一套论述呢？
我长期跟踪，发现他们的论述逻辑其实是很有趣的。但是对于那些长期的读者来说，如果他们没有阅读其他以外的报章，谎言说了一百遍后，也会变成他们相信的道理，甚至是信仰。
所以要解除巫统的种族霸权的种族论述，就一定得先要深入了解它，才能懂得以后如何见招拆招，面对拥有如此思维的民众该如何沟通和说服。对于从政的朋友们，也可以利用你所知的，深入敌方的腹地去作有效地政治宣传教育选民。这才是真正做到“知己知彼，百战不殆”！

这个Page是以三语进行（因为这样才符合<一个大马>嘛！我的马来文已是尽力了;P)。我只是在这方面热心义务帮忙，希望可以与大家共享成果这个‘剪报’和‘导读’的database(当然我会一直努力改进我的讽刺文学功力，让这个Page更加有趣和精彩）。然后如果大家喜欢，请多留言和多作宣传。

我也希望能够有更多的热心人士可以义务参与这个编辑队定期‘供稿’，关注其他的语言报章和其他媒体而作类似的报告，然后通过这个Page为大家传达讯息。如果你肯主动义务帮忙的话，那真是太好了，请告诉我，让我把你放入编辑队里。谢谢！

To all my dear friends in Malaysia who concern about Malaysian politics,
it's been awhile since this facebook page is started by me, let me recommend to you this Page called 'Utusan 1Malaysia' (http://www.facebook.com/pages/Utusan1Malaysia/143151262387319)
It is my project, inspired by Dr. Wong Chin Huat to take up this idea. What did I set up is some sort of a Press journal club， which I routinely select some article highlights about 1Malaysia's latest activities and what the leaders of 1Malaysia campaign preaching to us, and so I check or examine the consistency between their words and actions. Usually I would do my best to use subtle satire to present the case, just a matter of style. So far, I could only manage to focus on , the mouthpiece/propaganda of the current government of the day (and more specifically UMNO).

So, why should you read/follow this Page?
Maybe many of you would even resent to this idea as you claim that those papers are for the extremes or racial/Malay right wing fanatics. But at the same time, don't you also realize that why are there so many people out there still reading? what makes it so appealing to a certain Malay community, until they believe what they read unquestioningly (even willing to defend what they read)? What makes the ideology/concept 'Ketuanan Melayu' , 'Bumiputera' and 'Dasar Ekonomi Baru' stand the test of time and they even persist in a multiracial multicultural plural society?

I follow articles from Utusan for quite some time now, found that the logic or the deduction of their arguments are rather funny. However, to those long-time subscribers/readers, if they do not read other papers or go online, lies if were said 100 times, it might turn to be the truth or something they believe in.
That's why if you want to disintegrate UMNO's racial hegemony in preaching racial thoughts, one must go deep into their mind to understand them, then it is possible to communicate with the people possessed with these thoughts, persuade them over to your side. This is even more important to those who directly involved in politics, at which the political education to the voters is very important in the long run.

This page is written in 3 Malaysian languages (Malay, English, Chinese) -- because this fits better to 1Malaysia mah! (ok, I did my best for Malay language already, minta maaf). I do this for national service, a volunteer work only, but still I do my best with heart, just to share with you all my effort/input about the online newspaper articles highlight and the database (I am still trying to improve my art of Satire, just to make it more interesting) If you like it, please leave comment sometimes, or even better help me to promote this page.

Now I do hope to recruit more volunteers who are willing to monitor other Malaysian mainstream newspapers and mass media, and make any interesting report contributing to this page. If you are kind enough to help out, please let me know, so that i can put your name in the editorial team =)

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 近来我都把时间放在面子书上。在那里是我新的地方表达我的看法，点子和情绪。我想把曾经的留言记录在这个部落格上，也顺便把我零碎的个人思绪在这里做了个集合和整理。

当然如果我某一天我写了篇较长的评论文，我想我会把它先在这里发表，然后衔接去面子书，这样可以吧？


这个部落格的空间我搁置了近一年了，这次我又尝试让它‘复活’，因为我终于想到了一个较长久的维持办法，一个全新的功用和角色。希望我可以继续我的部落格，不为了他人，而是我自己 =)

Since sometime ago I have put more of my personal thoughts and ideas and my expressions on Facebook, I think this blog can also serve as a memory space for myself , recording what I have commented and what I have read and what I have expressed on a certain motion/issue/event. I hope to keep it this way.

Yes, of course when i have more accomplished thoughts in which i can put it down in a complete article, then i will write it here first, and then post a link on facebook to exhibit my thoughts.

This space has been 'abandoned' for about a year, now comes my effort to 'resurrect' it again. Ｉ have given a new role, a new function on this blogspace, finally. Hope with this new idea, i can continue operating my blog for a much consistent and longer time. =)  I do this for myself, not for anyone else.